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[11 Sep 2005|11:41am] oh im sick of livejournal, i dont think ill be updating anymore its pointless. So yeah. 18 comments|post comment

BAH HUMBUG!! [30 Aug 2005|04:56pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | Shattered by Broken Dreams By Avenged Sevenfold ] (warning: this entry includes a bunch of stupid whining,bitching, and use of the word "fuck", so yeah..dont say i didnt warn you) Well, today was the first day of school. And it FUCKING SUCKED!!! It's amazing how many assholes there are who want to make it a fucking WAR to coexsist in anchor bay fucking highschool. I'm so sick of peoples stupid petty rumor spreading,shit talking shit! Has anybody in my school other than me matured past fucking elementary school?!? If i have to hear one more fucking thing about how Im ugly or a freak i swear to GOD...AHHHHHH!!!!!!! I sort of bring the freak thing on myself but thats how im comfortable dressing and obviously people cant get over it. Freak?!?! what kind of stupid childish insult is that anyways?!? isnt the general definition of a freak like a deformed kinda person? Well , i havent got a fucking foot growing out of my head or anything do i?!? JESUS CHRIST!!! Anyways i should have known it was going to be a bad day from the minute i woke up. I had to redo and wash out my hair 3 times before i even got it remotely right, and then it still looked like shit. Then i went to school blah, blah,blah. Then when i walked into my first hour and asshole paul cyranski fucking said something stupid like "well the class is ruined now" or some dumb shit. Which pissed me off considering i was already in a dreadful mood. Then i tried to go into my locker and the fucking com wouldnt work AGAIN because i'd already gone down to the office and gotton a different com like twice. So i got quite angry and was bitching to turia on my way to the office and some DUMB BITCH (i, sadly, didnt get to see who she was, or else, i probably was in the mood to start some shit)was like "Oh wow, you sure are hardcore" WHAT A FUCKING DUMB BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! This, pissed me off so much more, not that at the time i thought that was possible. And i was in a bad mood until 3rd hour when turia finally managed to cheer me up. After that i was sort of okay for a while, just a little bit on edge, and just before the end of the day on the way to my locker some little fucking jock fucker pointed at me and was like "yeah, now THATS a real freak!" God dammit dude. If only i had enough time to write about all the shit that pissed me off today. Thats not even half of it. But i must go, mom will be home soon. BYE!!!!!! post comment

[01 Aug 2005|11:37am] i dont feel like updating very much... i went up north...my miracle happened, and heather and her asshole broke up... uhhh and i went to warped tour. Thats it... 3 comments|post comment

ech [18 Jul 2005|04:08pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Boys Dont Cry by The Cure ] Nothing has happened recently that i would really like to write about in here, dammit, but i feel the need to update anyways. Ummm... This weekend is my bigass family reunion in Harrison. I'm leaving friday and taking heather with me. I'm sure her meeting my family will be...at the least... VERY entertaining. And I'm planning on trying to hook her and Alex up. Even though i know it wont work because as far as i know he still has a girlfriend and it would take a miracle to make heather leave her asshole boyfriend. Yes, but its okay to dream isnt it? Maybe ill see chris and jeff up there. woohoo! Uh I guess thats really it, oh and dont bother calling me because I'm grounded for the rest of my life. Comment or something and ill call you. 4 comments|post comment

evil grin [13 Jul 2005|02:18am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | some my chemical romance stuff ] DAMN THATS HOT!!! 3 comments|post comment

[11 Jul 2005|08:51am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Fearless by The Bravery ] Yay!! I get some big bad ass speakers for my bedroom. There like big and loud and shit!!! Hahaha. So incredibly awesome i cant...even...handle...it!!! (see how exited poor kids get about shit like this. 1 comment|post comment

Ow! [08 Jul 2005|08:12am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Sunspots by Nine Inch Nails ] Is it pathetic for a 15 year to still constantly fall off their bike? Because if it is It's a fact that I'm the most pathetic-ist person i know. So I was riding my bike to Jacob's (the kid i babysits) house. La de da de da, and I made it no further then my next door neighbors driveway. And *woOsh* Right over the fucking handlebars. I mean I didnt just fall off my bike, i flew off it and skidded multiple feet across the gravel, couldnt have landed on the grass, couldnt have even landed on the cement, had to get a face full of gravel. FUCK! And not a week and a half ago on the way back home from jacobs i just happened to fall into about a 6 foot ditch. I dont even know how that happened, one minute I'm ridin along listening to my cd player, then the next minute I'm picking myself up out of a 6 foot ditch. what the fuck!?! Well ummm i didnt really do anything lately, last saturday i stayed the night at heathers with the jessica girl (the one who smokes peoples bowls without asking). It wasnt so bad, It could have been worse. Sunday I went home and met my new neighbor ummm KT and her brother and Friend. Then i went with my dad, step mom, and a troop of kids to stoney creek to watch fireworks where i got hit on by a HUGE black chick. And thats about it. All this week I was just lazy and sat around and played unreal tournement. **Shit, someone needs to hook a sister up with a ride to warped tour. I dont want to have to ask my mom.** THE QUESTIONS THAT NO-ONE ASKS, AND SOME THEY DO... Created by natalieclaire and taken 858 times on bzoink! Do you ever lick glass? I have Is your phone on the charger? Yes it is Is your phones battery running low? no What is your name? Cynthia Age? 15 Sex? Female Do you like to party? matters with who Is it cold over there? yes Where do you live? right now, marine city Do you smell bad or good? i smell like fabric softener Have you taken out the garbage? yes What is your favourite question? psh- how cool is heroine? Would you ever prostitute yourself? no Have you ever been abused by a loved one? yes This includes emotional abuse... yes Do you love yyour family? sometimes Why? because they buy me presents and stuff Do you have broadband? no Capitals or lower case? lower case Whats the difference between a drug dealer and a prostitute umm one sells drugs, one sells themselves Have you ever fucked a prostitute? no Do you smoke like its going out of fashion? no smoking is yucky Alcohol and drugs? WOHOOO Are you thirsty? yes Whats your grandfathers name? Alan Russel Robarge Whats your best friends name? I dont even know anymore Do you have a penis? no would you like one? duh Are you a loser? yes i am Why do you take these silly surveys anyway? this is the first one ive taken YAY! QUESTION 31! woohooo Do you use the tab button? yes Do you type fast? no Do you say whatever comes into your head? no Do you like the smell of lawn clippings? that was so funny i couldnt contain myself What is you fucking problem? currently the fact that half the blood from my knee is soaking into my pants Are you a whingy little teenage fuck? yes What would you buy with 3 dollars and 50 cents? pop rocks Is it legal for you to drink? no Do you ever hold it when you need to urinate? if theres no bathroom Whats your stool like? very nice How are you? good Why are you hitting me? because you stole my hypodermic needle Why do I ask stupid questions? because your on crack Bounty, Mars or Smarties? Mars Have you ever screamed out the wrong name while being fucked? no ive uh..never done that Whats your eye color? blue yes.... blue describe your feet in three words....... white, shoe laden, ugly Are we there yet? no How many of these surveys have you done anyway? one Favourite position( EXCLUDING DOGGIE, so predictable...) the fun one Do you do this "......" all the time? yes i do Are you a bit silly? umhmm Will you please pour me a drink? i pour em strong Gotta light? yes Where can we get on?......... through the basement I dont want to drive too far....... road trip Tell me about the last time you stayed in a motel... i dont think i ever did When did you last have sex? never,duh Do you like the word "penetration"? ooh yes baby Nearly done, Whats your ideal poo? the good kind Whats your msn so I can add you? (just kidding!) i have no msn How often do you use the refresh button? very often like Will you please go out with me? I am such a desperate loser..... psh no Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! 8 comments|post comment

HOLY SHIT!!! [01 Jul 2005|10:11am] OH MY GOSH!!!! Nine inch nails is coming to detroit. HELL YEA!!!!! I posted just to say that... 10_08_05 detroit_mi joe louis arena 3 comments|post comment

the awesomest, terrif-est day ever of my entire life baby!!!! [28 Jun 2005|09:58pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | A Girl In Glass by Himsa ] okay yes today was the very best day of my entire life so far. Alysia picked me up in the short bus at like 1:40 or something to go to the sounds of the underground concert (even though it started earlier). Then ummm we uh got there and i got a black dahlia murder hoodie because i wanted one. Then we walked around for a while and watched some bands and then went to get autographs from the band strapping young lad. they signed my pants it was sweet. Then i went to this booth thing and was going to buy the new Himsa cd, but decided to get it 100% off instead.then a little later we got in line to get autographs from lamb of god but the guy told us that he was last in line and after him they were done with autographs. So as we were walking away this big ass tall cowboy looking dude (who we later came to know as Hillbilly, lamb of god's rad ass body guard) came running out and was like "is that a demonseed shirt? Get in line, you guys can be last in line!" Well yeah i should explain the circumstances surrounding this shirt. Alysia's cousin Bud who lives in Texas is in a band (the band on the shirt) and he is also good friends with lamb of god. So we got in line and i got my pants signed by lamb of god too. Then a little later Alysia's sister called us on the walkie talkie and told us to meet her and some other people (including Bud!!!) up at the entrance. So we went to the entrance and Bud didnt have a ticket so we had to wait for Hillbilly to come and get him in. Then we got our picture taken with me, Alysia, some other people and 'Hillbilly'. And then they left to go backstage, without us dammit. So we went and watched some more bands and then we had to go meet Alysia's sister and as we were walking i saw kyle.so i took a picture with him. Then yeah some other stuff that i can't remember happened. Then Alysia's sister came up and told us that lamb of god wanted Bud to go up on stage and play with them and if he did that we could go on stage too. But he said he wouldnt play because he wasnt getting payed. FUCK. Then me and Alysia watched Clutch for a little while and we had to go meet with her sister again and as we were walking this really cute kid came up and he was like HI, I LOVE YOU. and i was like OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU TOO. and then i gave him a hug. Then we met with Alysia's sister and we tried to sneak backstage but this asshole security guard was like "with no passes you have to leave, NOW" and he was being really fucking annoying and we were like "no, were with lamb of god' and he was about to kick us out when bud,hillbilly,and Lamb of God's guitarist came up and they were like 'no its okay there with us' and then hillbilly said that we could go on stage with lamb of god and that they had a special place were we could be and everything. I was so fucking happy. Then we had to wait and finally me,alysia,bud and a shit load of other people got taken on to the stage and we got to sit on the side of the stage for the whole 50 minutes that they played. And I shook the guitar players hand and he was really fucking cute too. shit. oh my god i can even express how cool that was, being on stage with lamb of god. Then we left and on the way out i heard someone behind me say "i still love you" and i turned around and it was that one kid from earlier and i was like "i still love you too" and then i gave him a hug again. it was great. and then we got into our short bus and rode off into the distance...(dot dot dot) ( Pictures, baby ) 6 comments|post comment

[20 Jun 2005|08:45pm] A Girl in Glass by Himsa It's what she meant with open ends The scaled cracks our numbered and counting down There is no contact - so shrive away She cannot save it from herself Rather be somewhere else Rather be someone else Her judgement from the mirror meets With shut reaction Its conviction is cause to her decline The quiet touch of addicted glamour Dates the tyrant child unsatisfied a portrait's trash Attempts corruption to marvel the ovations of thoughtlessness White knuckled substance - no self-control Ghost faced smiles - cut ear to ear Strung out reprisal -dated and covered in Dope sick afternoon simplicity Hedonistic escape to shroud her symptoms decrements the ordinary She can shatter She can break - forever young The girl in the glass is one of us Hurt it more to make her yours The girl is interrupted Immense illusion can end transmission till death will she part Kill it and put it to rest She's never coming back 4 comments|post comment

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